PAIN (feat. Nesto Gz & MJayy)

You told me life was pain
I had to learn and live it
My soul forged in flames
I burnt all my bridges

I burnt all my bridges
This life shit is different
This life shit is crazy
Everything that I'm going through on the daily

They say only God could judge a man
You reap what you sow
So when the judge bang the gavel
It weakened my soul to the bone

On a tier where the demons would roam
It hurts my heart, five years
Your freedom is gone, now I'm cold
Nah leave me alone

Cause I don't wanna talk
Your first breath, first steps
I taught you how to walk
My only son out of love

A product of my blood
I tried to be everything my father never was
But now you grown, decisions
You on your own, tough love

As a father them actions I don't condone
Got a mother, sister, brother
Waiting for you at home
When your child does a bid

They don't do it alone
We family
When you hurt my pain
Just the same

When you cry, I cry too
My tears just touch the page
Numbing to the pain
It's not a loss, it's a lesson

When you walking out them gates
We gon' run it up again
You told me life was pain
I had to learn and live it

My soul forged in flames
I burned all my bridges
Through the trenches and the mud
I spilled all this blood

For the bros I got love
For the bros I got love
I got none for the judge
Got none for the judge

I lost too many bros in the system
When I talk my pain, better listen
We was just in the crib writing lyrics
And planning ahead cause we had us a vision

Moving dumb, how the fuck I fall victim
And I lost bro, give a fuck about no wisdom
Every year on the block, light a candle
And sit by myself, thinking how I just miss him

Traumatized from the block, from the shit that I seen
Been through and did was taking these drugs
To escape the reality cause I ain't wanna face the life that I live
Seen my brother die, I ain't wanna cry

I'd rather slide or go do a bid
Was losing my mind, wasn't feeling fine
Evil thoughts taking over my head
August 21st, feel like that day I got cursed

You ever been cuffed inside of a court
Knowing you the reason your family hurt
I just be stuck in my head
Thinking damn could it get any worse

Feel like my heart pumping out of my shirt
125.25 with intent
Your honor, I'm not understanding these words
Nobody know what I've been through

Was the first to address any issue
Life is pain, I had to learn it and live it
In order to grow and change up my whole mental
Never once you failed as a father

Never once put no one above me
Lucky enough to have a father that loves me
Knew all my flaws and you never once judged me
You told me life was pain

I had to learn and live it
My soul forged in flames
I burned all my bridges
Through the trenches and the mud

I spilled all this blood
For the bros I got love
For the bros I got love
I got none for the judge

I got none for the judge
Got none for the judge
No
I got none for the judge

Through all this life and pain
The scars left stains