Memories
A butterfly shirt
A pink feather boa
Nightmares, insomnia, cry till it's over
Boiling hot water
My father, my mother
The birth of the baby, my new little brother
Sat in the back of an old pickup truck
And no one got saved cause they're actually stuck
And I learned it at home so you think that I'm dumb
I try to make somebody laugh, but I'm stung
And I never felt good, I just felt so ashamed
And I wished I was blonde and I wasn't so tame
And I wanted somebody to be my best friend
And it must be my fault when it burns and it ends
And a calorie tracker, I'm light in the head
I don't want to get up, I'm just fine here in bed
And it's screaming and fighting and Lana Del Rey
And my earbuds are loud and I might run away
And I'm holding it tightly so nobody breaks
And I'm angry at him for the things that he says
But now I'm on the phone and it's not the same person
Can't tell what I think, I'm still not quite done hurting
I found someone else who can fix all the pain
But he doesn't know how, it's all for his own gain
I don't think it's with malice, I think he's just small
And he doesn't have room for my feelings at all
So now it's been years since anything happened
I keep trying to find myself under the wrapping
It's layers, it's layers, it's all boxed away
I've got some kind of monster I still have to face
And I'm running, I'm dancing, it's all I can do
If I try hard enough, then I might make it through
Cause I don't always see it, no I don't always know
So I just keep pretending I know where to go, oh
I know where to go
I know where to go
I know where to go, mmm
I know where to go
I know where to
A pink feather boa
Nightmares, insomnia, cry till it's over
Boiling hot water
My father, my mother
The birth of the baby, my new little brother
Sat in the back of an old pickup truck
And no one got saved cause they're actually stuck
And I learned it at home so you think that I'm dumb
I try to make somebody laugh, but I'm stung
And I never felt good, I just felt so ashamed
And I wished I was blonde and I wasn't so tame
And I wanted somebody to be my best friend
And it must be my fault when it burns and it ends
And a calorie tracker, I'm light in the head
I don't want to get up, I'm just fine here in bed
And it's screaming and fighting and Lana Del Rey
And my earbuds are loud and I might run away
And I'm holding it tightly so nobody breaks
And I'm angry at him for the things that he says
But now I'm on the phone and it's not the same person
Can't tell what I think, I'm still not quite done hurting
I found someone else who can fix all the pain
But he doesn't know how, it's all for his own gain
I don't think it's with malice, I think he's just small
And he doesn't have room for my feelings at all
So now it's been years since anything happened
I keep trying to find myself under the wrapping
It's layers, it's layers, it's all boxed away
I've got some kind of monster I still have to face
And I'm running, I'm dancing, it's all I can do
If I try hard enough, then I might make it through
Cause I don't always see it, no I don't always know
So I just keep pretending I know where to go, oh
I know where to go
I know where to go
I know where to go, mmm
I know where to go
I know where to
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Writer(s): Sophia Fracassi
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