Letting Go

I-i-Im Feeling lost, in my mind, i just can't escape
All these thoughts, all this pain, i can't relate
To the world outside, where the sun shines bright
But inside, it's a fight

T-T-Trying to hold on, but it's slipping away
Like sand through my fingers, day by day
I'm drowning in memories, can't seem to let go
Of the past that fucking haunts me.

Letting go, letting go
Of the pain that's holding me down, so low
I'm breaking down, from these chains that bind
I'm letting go, of what i was, just let me fucking suffer.

Haunted by ghosts, of the ones I fucking loved
Now they're gone, to the heavens above
I'm left here, with regrets and sorrows
Hoping for a sooner death

Trying to find fucking peace, in this chaos inside
But it's hard, when all I want to do is suffer
From the world that's moving on, without me
I'm stuck in this cycle, let me just suffer.

Letting go, letting go
Of the pain that's holding me down, so low
I'm breaking down, from these chains that bind
I'm letting go, of what i was, just let me fucking suffer.

I'm tired of pretending, that I'm okay
When deep down, I'm screaming, can't you see, can't i suffer?

So here I am, standing on the edge
Finally letting go and finally suffering and for the last fucking time just let me be
ALONE!