for me/

For me it was tough
I don't sleep it's all too much
I'm not eating and I hate the reason why
For me, it's a lot
I know that it won't stop
The best that I can do is just to try

But I'm wondering I'm wondering
If time could mean nothing
Would everything have changed or remain

And if it's just that one thing
And I could do something
I would live through all of this again

And for me, that's enough
It's always been enough
All I need's a chance that I can take

So I'll push my luck
'Til my heart just gives up
And that will put an end to my mistakes

But I'm wondering I'm wondering
If time could mean nothing
Would everything have changed or remain

And if it's just that one thing
And I could do something
I would live through all of this again

And for me, that's enough
It's been always enough
So tell me why I'm chasing something
I should just give up

It's not what I need
But god knows I bleed
A thousand little microscopic cuts