2 days into college

I'm two days into college, and I'm three lectures behind
There's this guy, let's name him Colin
He says he wants to be mine
But it doesn't really sit with me quite right
'Cause he doesn't really like the things I like
And I keep accidentally locking myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night

I wake up kinda wired, and I wake up kinda cold
And I wake up kinda tired, but I'll just sleep in when I'm old
See I don't like breaking rules, but don't like doing as I'm told
So I just float around and keep my head down
And hope my life unfolds

And everybody's telling me that I'm doing so well
I try to trust them, honestly, I find it hard to tell
If I need work or I need rest
To try my best, to try my best
To tell myself, I say out loud
"It's fine, I'll figure it all out"

I tend to forget, I'm still only quite young
In a way, this life of mine has only just begun
And I've got time
I've got time

I'm two days into college with a busy, busy mind
That guy that we named Colin, he's so handsome, he's so kind
My friends tell me I'm crazy, say I'll take it way too far
'Cause I told him that it's over, 'cause he doesn't play guitar

I'm only two days into college and my bedroom is a mess
There's just so much that I want to do that I have not done yet
There's just so much that I want to say and far too little breath
Oh my mind, it runs so far away, it's easy to forget

That to everybody else it looks like I'm doing so well
I try to see it, honestly, I find it hard to tell
If I've done wrong or I've done right
I need a good night's sleep tonight
They said, "Go out," I said, "Alright"
I think I won't, I maybe might
I probably should just take it slow
I'll be all good, but God I know

The one thing that's important above everything else
Is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself
I try, believe it when I say
If it's meant to happen, it'll happen anyway
I'll be fine
I've got time
I've got time

That's where I'm at, to be honest
Just two days
Two days into college