To Ed & The Guys

It's unsettling and it's strange
We never parted ways
Never got to write the things i want to write
Sometimes I conjure dreams
Of what you all must think
Are you somewhere hating me or do you wish we got to say goodbye

When you're not with him
Wish I could listen in
Do you sigh and say that I was his biggest mistake
Did you love me just for show
Cause I love every one of you
If we could write goodbyes here's what I wish that we could say

Hey Andie, it's ed and the guys
Been thinking bout our Friday nights
On the lower east side
The DL dance floor every time

Hey Andie we're not picking sides
And if we could we'd make it right
But it looks like tonight
Might be our final goodbye

Before you go
We wanna let you know

We loved the way you loved our boy
From bool to beach house trips, we loved his choice
Losing you, we're also hurt
Our time was fun, he's our friend first
But in another universe - you and me maybe we'd be friends first

Hey Ed, I got the card you sent
Been thinking bout the time we spent
It meant so much to me
How I'd tell you I felt fat and you'd reassure me

Invite me out week after week
Despite the fact that I don't drink
You're like brothers to me
But overnight lost the whole team

Before I go
I wanna let you know

I loved the way you loved my boy
From bool to beach house trips, I loved his choice
Losing you, I'm also hurt
Our time was fun, he's your friend first
But in another universe - you and me maybe we'd be friends first

Hey Ed I know you'll take good care
I'm glad he has all of you there
It just hurts to lose
More than one of you

Before I go
I wanna let you know

I loved the way you loved me too
From bool to beach house trips, I felt like one of you
It makes sense, it's how it goes
Something you lose in the divorce
But in another universe - if I could wave a magic wand, if I could only say the word
you and me maybe we'd be friends first