heartless

And I'm
Having a hard time with my
Mind that's been spiraling right
Down to the ground where I die
Now seeing blur in my eye, yeah
Mixing up facts with my feelings
Body gone cold, I'm feeling the chillings
Is this how it goes?
To a lone soul still lost in the ceiling, who's stuck up in nowhere and trapped in the darkness
If it's one thing ima get it regardless
Why be happy, when you can be heartless?

Fighting my past, cuz shit never last
I try to let go, but shit wasn't easy
Constant reminders of who I am
And that's I'm treating these girls so greasy
Thought she was different, but just like the last
Got too much on my plate, so that I can't be dealing
What's in the dark with deff be revealing
I can't believe all the things that I'm seeing
Bitch is a book, not worthy of reading
And this is me speaking to everyone sober
Imagine when I drink, oh god then it's over
My hands on ya neck till I see her closure
We fresh outta luck, I'm burning these clovers
Committin' these sins, I cannot atone
Please skip the intro, I ready to go
Maybe it's better if I'm all alone
Fuck my new girl, might just cheat on her
Bitches think I'm stupid, I be reading her
Start off with bang you can't hang, I be leading her
Used to be slim thick, took out the slim like what you feeding her
Next girl hit my line like, "Xcee I miss you I wanna fuck!"
Don't know if I want that might start hiding, I'm boutta duck
But lately on my mind was never love, it's only lust
Don't think I can cuff another girl I cannot trust

And I'm
Having a hard time with my
Mind that's been spiraling right
Down to the ground where I die
Now seeing blur in my eye, yeah

And I'm at a low
Told her this not workin', I gotta go
Serving purpose are you
How you gonna, just waste all those years like who's been checkin' on you?
Was it something I did or was it just someone you wanted?
I knew