FAUVIST CODA

The first time I cried, an angel caught me
In my cousin's party, acting like zombies
My soul was just drained, so I embraced the rain
Every time I feel pain, I smile a little
Every time I see scars, inside the temple
I grimace cause the pain is hard to fathom
It's insane how cupid with bow and arrows
Managed to make me feel like Bartholomew
Say, you catch the memo?
Love is a dance and your steps too shallow
Pain is a promise to every rebel
So sing your heart til you find the castle

Inside your heart you yearn for
Don't smile so hard it ain't your turn ho
Oh I forget I have to be cordial
They forgot how much it hurt tho

Basta't mahal kita, sana hindi mo kaya
Basta't
Basta't mahal kita, walang naman magagawa iba
Kapag ako'y kausap ng iba

All of this time, I was so blind
I woke up one day like why
I put myself in those positions
I should have trusted intuition
I should have trusted my guts
When it happened, I was slipping and the strut
Was pig latin, how it reversed
The words, of wisdom
In my head, telling me to, run to it, instead
Telling me that love isn't dead

Basta't mahal kita, sana hindi mo kaya
Basta't
Basta't mahal kita, wala naman magagawa iba
Kapag ako'y kausap ng iba

Nuclear missiles inside the isle
The way they died was so in style
Got the federales feeling foul
Boxed in like the vogue girls
I've been tryin to find some soul girl
Ever since those Refn movies
Made me eloquent, I'm truly moving
On water can I get a hallelujah
Hallelujah, all the times I was true with ya
In your mind you was the true victim
Tapdancin round the truth innit
I was in a slump for a few bad years
Had to look around, drop these tears
Heard the sound, of all the fears
Just so I could here
Could be here