Disappear

I've been searching
But I can't find him
And I've spent years
Tryna break this silence
And I've been hurting
Out on this island
The boy they wanted
Is long behind us
What they can't seem
To come to terms with
Is I'm not asking
For no-ones mercy
Cause if my heartbeat
Is met with curses
I'm better off out on
My own journey

I remember evenings in embers
Where we'd tend to demons within our chests
Every night I dream of adventure
Think it's time I'm beyond this wilderness

Farewell to the
Old town I can't
Hold out
For too much round here
Amen in the
Lord's house but I'm
Called out
To disappear

I heard a voice in the violence
Five words that god breathed from heavens gates
"Don't fall for poisonous kindness"
And those walls will not be my resting place

Farewell to the
Old town I can't
Hold out
For too much round here
Amen in the
Lord's house but I'm
Called out
To disappear

You weep now cause of this sequester
But deep down you really already know
The true cost of love is surrender
If you want to keep me you'll let me go

Farewell to the
Old town I can't
Hold out
For too much round here
Amen in the
Lords house but I'm
Called out
To disappear

Farewell to the
Old town I can't
Hold out
For too much round here
Amen in the
Lord's house but I'm
Called out
To disappear

Destiny
Beckons me
Rest in peace
Seventeen