Over Thinking, Over Analyzing

I was afraid to write you a love song
Cause I was afraid that this wouldn't last
But if I look back at my old love songs
They too speak of only the past

I've been down this road before
Traveling distances for a distant lover
Who eventually may make me sore
Putting work into something that should come freely
I'll be honest
I'll always need
You to need me

Fibonacci's been fucking with me
I've been expecting everything to add up easily
And make decent sense to me
Or maybe it's half assing lessons in astrology
I only read what I want to read
And see what I want to see
Tryna be who I wanna be

I'm in a foggy haze
I've been doing the same shit
For the same 10,000 days
With no one left to blame
Just my detached mind
Drifting deeper in space
I'm floating in and out of phase
Canceling myself out with my redundant ways
Doubling down til I see some bone
You see nothing's changed

So this is all a pattern
I'll call it cyclical thought
If I'm safe here in my foxhole
Why do I keep feeling like I've been caught
I'll take the good with the bad
Cause it's better to lose a love
I honestly
Maybe
Never even
Had

We'll separate
And I'll be happy eventually
I can't discredit
The time or what it's meant to me
But still
Fibonacci's been
Fucking with me
I expected everything would unfold so easily
Instead of spiraling endlessly
Assumed nature had a plan or path laid out for me

You see
If fate
Takes you where you'll need(want) to be
Hand in hand and
Cheek to cheek
Then where did that leave me

Overwhelmed, overthinking, over little things
If I could let the breeze flow in between
Instead of resisting
Or expecting
Or constantly monitoring

Maybe then I'd finally find some peace
Or maybe it's just not meant to be
Maybe that life ain't for me



Credits
Writer(s): John Bradley
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