Neglected

My feelings they go unnoticed
Sent you a love letter
Ain't hold nun back I just poured it
Had much to say so I wrote it
I love you but my heart stolen
They stabbed it without no notice
Don't blame me for being coldish
We still connected sumn' like a bridge

They threw me down as a kid
They kicked dirt on my name
They talk so much shit
Now the roles done change
I never did it for fame
I jumped deep in that water, ain't think it'd come with some pain
Then I realized what's pride, I put that shit to the side
To see my nigga prevail, my dawg still switched sides on me
I'm losing my mind
Don't tell me it's fine
Crashing out ima die
Who said cars can't fly
Surrounded by a crowd but my environment feel empty
I sworn that it felt right, but that's when you just up and left me
Left a hole in my chest empty
That's when I felt obsessed, You the only one who tempts me
You the only one who gets me
Say Lord forgive me for my sins
But yet you know my intentions and ima sin again
Benjamin's my only friend
I'm tired of hearing the same damn lie
Everybody"ride till the end"
Sick of all these bullshit friends
Who really here at the end

Here comes another loss man this shit is fucking endless
I'm trynna take it far but it's easier to forget it
Everyday I talk to God why my dreams ain't manifesting
God send a sign Lord please send me a blessing
L after L I could never fucking get it
So much shit I felt and never knew how to express it
Nobody ever taught me that my eyes would start sweating
No love was upsetting my daddy never met him

Here they go laughing at a nigga pain
Like we walk the same hall
You don't feel this way
We ain't built the same
This a different game
I put tears in this shit
I'd never walk away
I been down this road
I know where it goes
The lies that were told
The stories getting old
I vow to never let another nigga play my role
I rather die of old age not a silly hoe
Forgive me baby I'm sorry it had to be this way
The road got bumpy the consequence was a fee to pay
From the same cloth but baby we ain't built the same
This for me to stay
This what leaders say
Aye