internet famous (don't see myself)

Sick of posting pictures
And waiting for the comments
To make me feel like i might be worth something
Sick of feeling anxious
I don't wanna live like this
Using all these filters to fix my face

Cause i try so hard to be someone else
When i look at my pictures
I don't see myself anymore

Sick of seeing stories
And waiting for the mentions
No matter what i get it's never enough
Sick of being selfish
I don't wanna live like this
Needing you to think i'm cooler than you

Cause i try so hard to be someone else
When i look at my pictures
I don't see myself anymore

I just wanna be myself
I just wanna see myself
I just wanna love myself
Love myself

I just wanna be myself
I just wanna see myself
I just wanna love myself
Love myself

I've been feeling kinda lost
Famous on the internet
Alone inside my thoughts
Thought that going viral would be
Worth the things i tossed
Away to make me happy
But it turns out that's the cost

I've been feeling so bizarre
My friends think i'm so busy
That they never really call
Strangers in my DMs
Make me feel like i'm a god
But then i feel so guilty
Cause i don't even respond
I don't even respond
And that's the worst part of it



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