Monster

I'm feeling sick, I'm feeling scared.
I start to freak out when I'm unprepared.
I struggle to breathe, my hands start to shiver.
What if this, what if that, I can see a real trigger
I'm feeling real sus, something bad is gonna happen.
My heart's starting to race and I'm having palpitations
Can't sleep, can't think, I'm going insane.
I just want it all to stop so I don't feel so fucking drained

So tell me, was I made this way?
Cause I'm struggling to have the words to say
I think you're really cute, and I wanna talk to you.
But there's a monster in my head, when a word has not been said
And I don't feel okay, I just wanna run away.
Cause there's a monster in my head, and I'm feeling all this dread
It's my anxiety, anxiety, it's holding me back

One, two, three
Can't be in a situation I cannot predict.
Too scared something will happen and it's making me sick
I'm getting held back from what I could enjoy.
And all my hopes and dreams are being self-destroyed

So tell me, was I made this way?
Cause I'm struggling to have the words to say

I think you're really cute, and I wanna talk to you.
But there's a monster in my head, when a word has not been said
And I don't feel okay, I just wanna run away.
Cause there's a monster in my head, and I'm feeling all this dread
It's my anxiety, anxiety, it's holding me back
One, two, three, four

It's my anxiety, anxiety
It's holding me



Credits
Writer(s): Miranda Eno
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