Stuck In Between

Said it's crazy how much really changed
Even crazier than it seem
I just checked into my therapy so I could really say what I mean
Took a nightmare and I made it a dream
Took my low points and created a high
Really ain't used to me taking my time
Fighting myself, trying to make up my mind
If they ain't show love, then I'm hating them back
I can't play this shit, I'm not okay with it
But I'ma say this shit just to make you react
Made me like this, now they hate that I'm that
If I said it, know I meant it
Fuck, I look like I going and taking it back
Knew when I sent it, she won't get the message
Even when she read it, know she voted it down
Only show interest when they getting credit
I've been stuck in my head, let me show you around
Shoulder the weight when you shoulder the crown
Know that you're great, but they saying be humble
Can't be that way till I get what I want
Get in my way and I tell them it's fuck em'
Remember they said that I'd never be nothing
Now I look around like this is better than nothing

Can you read between them
Cause really my thoughts got a way of fucking with me
Said my dad was a demon, my mama an angel
I guess I'm just stuck in between
Why they compare us
I took my dogs out the barracks
They really all soldiers to me
Can't ever hold us, we ain't ever fold under pressure
And really it's something to see
And I swear they ain't fucking with Cheeze
Made a bunch of trees out of a couple of seeds
And I know it's something they'd kill for
I'm so used to this blood on my leaves
Promise ya'll we got more to achieve
And we've been in the stu like we don't wanna leave
Chasing our dream like we stuck in our sleep
I'd do anything just to make em' believe

I'm still chasing my dreams, running through scenes
Baby, I'm so out of breath, been down on my knees
Just talking to God, but this ain't me calling for help
I got like so many people that want me to fail
But many more people relying on me
Feel like the people been spying on me
Hope people know I keep that iron on me
Feel like game seven in finals with me
Baby, don't talk if you lying to me
She like they tell me I'm boring
And I like to tell her in foreign
I kind of agree
I ain't even talking no shit when I say that I'm roaring
That just be the lion to me
Dying to meet the good side of you
And I promise you ain't getting by without me
And my sister called, but I don't wanna talk
So I just watch the phone while it ring
My mama like music, my daddy like working
I guess I'm just stuck in between
Wish I could talk to my sister
But honestly, can't even talk to myself in the mirror
Vision been blurred, can't even hear
Words gettin' slurred, can't even steer
Probably doing 130
I'm moving in a hurry, I'm banging the gears
Probably moving something
I'm with Birdie in Fear Of God
In God I fear
Probably moving something I'm with Birdie
We cooking it dirty, but making it clear
Wish I could look at my brother
But honestly, can't even look at myself in the mirror

Can you read between them
Cause really my thoughts got a way of fucking with me
Said my dad was a demon, my mama an angel
I guess I'm just stuck in between
Why they compare us
I took my dogs out the barracks
They really all soldiers to me
Can't ever hold us, we ain't ever fold under pressure
And really it's something to see
And I swear they ain't fucking with Cheeze
Made a bunch of trees out of a couple of seeds
And I know it's something they'd kill for
I'm so used to this blood on my leaves
Promise ya'll we got more to achieve
And we've been in the stu like we don't wanna leave
Chasing our dream like we stuck in our sleep
I'd do anything just to make em' believe

Hard to see what's in front of me
Felt it in my heart when they done with me
Ain't have no soles on these SB's
I know my enemies still company
I sat back and I thought a lot
But thoughts won't change my mama life
I can't wait around like I got the time
I'm getting too close to that bottom line