HOME (feat. J.B. Anthony)

Oh I
Need closure
So bad
So bad
Oh I
Come closer
To that
To that

She don't wanna wake up
She just wanna make up and make love
Out to get her business branded single handedly
dependent on her independence
Without her man you see
She just wants a smaller place
Just enough for coffee space
And office space
Cos all the space she has now is taken up by problems
That's been talked about but nothing solves them
narcissistic toxic space
She's gone through cases briefly
Explaining out her reasoning weekly but vents discretely
Always searching for relief at the beach cos there she's treated neatly
Indulged In feeling freely
Looking for a way out
But she don't like the pay out
She would rather wait out
Opportunities avoiding profits
Cos that'll cost what used to be an argumentative topic

So she Picked up extra shifts just to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where the home is
find out what alone is
Picked up extra shifts to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where the home is
Find out what alone is

He don't wanna wake up
He just wanna make up and make love
Caught up in the paper
But can't figure out what's gonna save him
So bar to bar hopping like the lyrics in my drafts
Too affiliated with the thoughts from his past
Living past lives and making progress regress and
Only time defines his need for love And blessings
Ego too strong to learn from life's lessons
Feels like giving in just makes him lessen
Depression kicking in and losing manors
And respect
And everyone he hates under his breath
But there's still payments to be made
Gotta close out debt even tho he has these holes inside his chest
Carries out his days
Tryna give his best even tho he has these holes inside his chest

And so he picked up extra shifts to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where the home is
Find out what alone is
Picked up extra shifts to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where the home is
Find out what alone is

She's just tryna wake up (yeah)
She don't wanna make up and make love
She's just tipping over tryna give a dog a bone
She's caught up in her thoughts when she's alone
So she seeks attention even if it wrongs her name
She just hates to carry it
And feel ashamed
But who is she to blame
She's just passing on tryna hide the pain
There's reasons why she always acts untamed
Cos mom was never home
And dad was all alone and had to leave to figure out just why he wasn't growin
And she was left not knowing all the reasons why her fam was torn
she's thinking "is it me the signs are showing"
So she finds a way out
To feel the love that stayed out
she doesn't hide she thinks it's life to lay around
And keeps submissive actions to these guys who keep her played out
And repeats these habits cos for her there's no safe house

So she keeps sleeping around to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where the home is
Find out what alone is
Keeps sleeping around to avoid home
Cos heart ain't where to home is
Find out what alone is

Oh I
Need closure
So bad
So bad
Oh I've
Come closer
To that
To that