White Noise

Reset
Restarted
I was led to believe a dream and I've
Let go
Left hostage
My mind will never be the same

Show me all your secrets
Tied up rude notes and broken bones
Allow me to explain myself
With cold hands around my throat

I'm holding on too close
From fear of letting go
Far better off alone
Pretending
So what if the pain goes
I'll make them vultures choke
Thinking that my fingertips and heart will turn to stone

How long, will I wait
My knees, start to shake
Hold tight, but I'm scared
The voices in my head
Are the only ones that belong
Proved right
But they say that my mind has gone

I'm holding on too close
From fear of letting go
Far better off alone
Pretending
So what if the pain goes
I'll make them vultures choke
Thinking that my fingertips and heart will turn to stone

I medicate, take pills, they numb me
If only I can be true to myself

The white noise
It's funny how you hate me
My delusional mind
And I won't lose sleep
But now I'm six feet deep
I can't hear the sounds
Somebody help me please
I'm not waking up

I'm holding on too close
From fear of letting go
Far better off alone
Pretending
So what if the pain goes
I'll make them vultures choke
Thinking that my fingertips and heart will turn to stone

White noise
White noise
Times up
Are we still pretending

The white noise
It's funny how you hate me
My delusional mind
And I won't lose sleep
But now I'm six feet deep
I can't hear the sounds
Somebody help me please
And wake me up