Keep up

It's hard waking up
Knowing my day will be the same
It's hard falling asleep
When today was just like yesterday
It's hard thinking 'bout
All the things I couldn't do
All the things I wanna do
And the ones that I'm afraid of

And they say that I'm too weak
And too lazy
And too dumb
And too old
And too young
And sometimes that I'm so strong
For keeping up with all this shit
That I am not supposed to keep up

And at the sabe time
When I can't say no
Cause I don't have the ability
Or the courage to do so
I don't wanna be a bitch
Then I am just the silly one
It's hard not saying who I am
It's hard figuring me out
(Pulling me out, letting me out
And being out, well, I'm not out there)

And I say that I'm too ugly
And too fat
And too dumb
And too silly
And too loose
And too anxious
And I'm done with being strong (ah ah)
By keeping up with all this shit (ah ah)
That I am not supposed to keep up (ah)

(And old, and young
And weak, and strong
And smart, and dumb
And lazy, and fat
And old, and young
And weak, and strong
And silly, and loose
And anxious, and dumb
And so alone
And old, and young
And weak, and strong
And smart, and dumb
And fat, and loose
And anxious, and weak
And old, and young
And lazy, and dumb
And...)