immortalized

Yeah
Yeah

Well, I gueSS it'S fuck me then, I don't even wanna pretend
I'm done with all the fake friendS, They would never ride to the end
I'm done hating on mySelf, I'm done hating up on trendS
Been Stacking up on bandS - my mindSet improving
And if I ain't winning - then I'm loSing

I had a fine bitch, She was uSeleSS
She had my head, walking ScrewleSS
She done opened up doorS that Should'a been cloSed, yeah
The Shit waS too much - like me with the Sauce, yeah
She done cloSed on doorS that Should'a been opened
She a demon and I'm SoulleSS and I noticed
I waS compromiSed from the minute I Stepped inSide your, mind

Yeah

I juSt underStand that it waS a matter of time
I never really claimed you aS mine, yeah
How the fuck we Share depreSSion?
Like wow

I was compromiSed - loSing mySelf on a fine line, on a tight rope
& I might hope that it SubSide before I try Suicide
And live up to my name and fill the prophecy, of knowing that I-
Could never really change how you feel, on how I ended thingS I-
Had to do it that way

It waS either you, drugS, depreSSion or anxiety
FalSe hoping for a better life in me
Maybe fake friendS that plot on me
Or maybe motherfucking damn Scrutiny

The laSt thing I told you, waS to leave me 'lone
You tried to call my phone, you tried to cry up on my line
You ain't crying your way out, like you did the laSt time
Your tearS waS never genuine - you needed me for Sex
So you can feel good, inSide your head

And I never needed Sex - I juSt wanted to connect
With the inner Soul or the inner you
& I'm talking 'bout real you - the one that wouldn't lie to me, telling me She fine
When I See it in your eyeS that you're dead inSide
I'm alSo dead inSide - dead at 14
ImmenSe preSSure, fuck a noSebleed
I can feel your energy and you juSt wanna Scream
I can feel it up inSide - you're paralyzed from the toeS and up
I waS never Sure how to run it down

Yeah

I know your pain and hurt, iS immortalized
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