pointless fights

i still remember the times we were together
you'd stare at the table like you're lost in your thoughts
i didn't think too much about it but looking back i'll guess
you were finding ways to leave me and to make it my fault
but i still find it hard to understand
the way you held my hands, saying we should just be friends
the pointless fights and sleepless nights
were making me go crazy
i've done all that i could
but now i'm just too lazy
you said you just needed a little time
i guess "a little" was forever
don't say that you loved me
only when you're finally leaving me
i still remember that one day in december
we quarrelled over what i ate from morning till night
"your health is important", you shouted at my face
i didn't know a damn chicken could have started a fight
and i will force myself to understand
that the time we spent doesn't matter in the end
the pointless fights and sleepless nights
were making me go crazy
i've done all that i could
but now i'm just too lazy
you said you just needed a little time
i guess "a little" was forever
don't say that you loved me
only when you're finally leaving me
"till death do us part"
"let's stay together forever", you said
"forever" came too fast
but i'm glad that it was over 'cause i wished that i was dead
the pointless fights and sleepless nights
were making me go crazy
i've done all that i could
but now i'm just too lazy
you said you just needed a little time
i guess "a little" was forever
don't say that you loved me
only when you're finally leaving me
only after you're done killing me