Heyoka

Fear of failure makes it hard to try again
Overcome this void in you
I hope you can
I get brain zaps
When I stop taking my meds
Please don't let me fall through the cracks
It's a long long way down
I made a lot of friends
But they're all gone
This cold makes me sad
I've never felt so sad
Heyoka
I smell sulfur
When you walk in the room
For a moment I felt fine
Like drinking poison
Doing time
Paranoia will destroy ya
Said the shrink
I'm convinced he's in on it
My heart sinks
I am brain dead
Yet, there's a party in my head
Please don't let me fall through the cracks
It's a long long way down
Suicide line operator please hang on
I get brain zaps
I put my head on the tracks
Once I was scared of monsters and ghosts
But now people scare me the most
It's a long way down
Heyoka
I smell sulfur
When you walk in the room
For a moment I felt fine
Like drinking poison
Doing time
This cold makes me sweat
I've never felt so sad
Heyoka
Hey Hey
Heyoka
Hey Hey
Heyoka
For a moment I felt fine
Like drinking poison
Doing time



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