Disbelief

I'm in a state of disbelief
Another night you take me from my sleep
I suppose
Are you tired of going over my head?
Another page I'd rather leave unread
I suppose

I feared I would turn into you
I feared that I would never walk away
And I stayed
Drive all night and lose yourself
A memory stuck like a stain on a favorite shirt
And I stayed

I'd never go too far I said
It was the best lie to ever come out of my head
You gotta learn your right from wrong she said
Because you never sleep and you never get out of bed
So she said

With one last call, I say goodbye
My stomach hurts, I know it was a lie
At least I tried
It doesn't matter either way
She says "I'm fine"
But she smokes two packs a day
At least I tried

I'd never go too far I said
It was the best lie to ever come out of my head
You gotta learn your right from wrong she said
Because you never sleep and you never get out of bed

I'd never go too far I said
It was the best lie to ever come out of my head
You gotta learn your right from wrong she said
Because you never sleep and you never get out of bed
So she said