Sober Thoughts

Don't get frustrated Tea don't don't don't
You don't have to be one take Tea
It's fine

I know it's a beautiful day and I should go for a walk
I know I shouldn't be eating this pizza and all of this junk
I know I need to clean
I need to do laundry
I got so much work to do
Not just for me but for the crew
What I don't know is why am I still sitting here
Is it the green?
I don't wanna concede
I love the weed lift me up please
Let me run away from my pain for the day it's ok all day
After I go to sleep I'll repeat cuz I'm weak
I cannot see and what I can't see I can call fake
It's my world it's my rules to make
So I smoke like as soon as I wake
Cuz I love weed and she loves me
And she heals me but not really
Because I misuse all her properties
If I treated her properly I'd probably be living my dream by now
Instead of tossing my problems about
If they don't stay stagnant in my brain
Then I don't have to explain
Why the liquid rolling down my face
I'm not doing great
Sick of smelling like it at every function
Then get mad at everyone's assumptions
Thought it was cool till I turned 30 something
Over the years I probably spent 30 something
It's a fine line that I walk
I wake up and I ball
Too weak for sober thoughts
It's my go to when I'm lost
Seems like im lost a lot
Placebo for righting wrongs
It's a fine line that I walk
I wake up and I ball
Too weak for sober thoughts
It's my go to when I'm lost
Seems like im lost a lot

Gotta get it back to one spliff a day
Gotta deal with the pain
One spliff a day
Keeps the evil away
But I smoke all day
Just to keep the evil at bay

Go to bed with tears
Wake up with my face wet
So I sit up right on the edge of my bed
Roll a big head ready to assess what's in my head
It's obviously something I gotta cry out
Crashing on friends couches being quiet
If fans know I'm upset then it's a riot
So I'm careful which avenue to apply it
Universe telling me I just need to write it
Tears are evidence of me fighting
The truths of why I'm single
Wanna partner not a mingle
Iron out all of the wrinkles
See perfection is something you strive for and not attain
Ima need it engraved in your brain so Ima say it again
Perfection is something you strive for never attain
Naw never attain
Let that sink right in huh
It's a fine line that I walk
I wake up and I ball
Too weak for sober thoughts
Roll over and roll a spliff
Light it up and take a hit
I hope I don't get caught
It's a fine line that I walk
I wake up and I ball
Too weak for sober thoughts
Roll over and roll a spliff



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