First of the Year

Why do I long for the years
That I thought then was the worst time
Of my life
Sixteen, unseen, I was so mean
Feeling like the same kid I was then, now

When did I forget to grow up?
Is there any way to put this on pause?

I'll disappear first of the year
Change my perspective
And try to accept that
Those days are gone
The curtains drawn
Pick up the pieces and walk away

I'm at the age where life is changing
Yet still it stays the same
Stays the same
Losing it all yet gain something new every single day
Ain't that just strange?

When did I forget to grow up?
Is there any way to put this on pause?

I'll disappear first of the year
Change my perspective
And try to accept that
Those days are gone
The curtains drawn
Pick up the pieces and walk away

Time to grow up
Time to move on
Time to grow up
I don't wanna
Have to grow up
Time's a loser
I don't wanna

I'll disappear first of the year
Change my perspective
And try to accept that
Those days are gone
The curtains drawn
Pick up the pieces and walk away



Credits
Writer(s): Isabelle Gundersen
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