Cold

I apologize if I still love you
A year from now I hope that you're alright
Even though I wouldn't change my name for you
I'd be happier if I lived in your light

And I like to write you letters in my notebook
It started the first time that we broke up
And I wonder what would happen if you saw them
I think that maybe I'll have better luck

I feel so lost without you
But I wish I knew you better
I know it's not the movies
I sleep in your high school sweater
Maybe I can cross my heart
But I can't breathe
I wonder what would happen
If you had needed me

Is it obvious that I've been acting different
I hope that you remember how I was
Because lately I pretend I don't start crying
About it all the moment you hang up

I know you know that it's hard
It sucks that I still love you
You don't know what you want
But I'm still here
And if you know it's the end
Then why's it so confusing
Makes me feel like I don't know you at all

I feel so lost without you
But I wish I knew you better
I know it's not the movies
I sleep in your high school sweater
Maybe I can cross my heart
But I can barely breathe
I wonder what would happen
If you had needed me