HEAL (feat. AKTHESAVIOR & Deniro Farrar)

Hey you the younger version of me
I hope that what I'm 'bout to tell you don't alter a thing
It be your niggas that be jealous better watch who you came wit
Try to steal your umbrella just as soon as the rain hit
I came here
Travelled 'cross the sky like a reindeer
To make sure you staying on course and the lane clear
In life there's always loss but don't get lost like them drained tears
Yeah
Butterfly effect I hope these wings let you fly uh
Was a red bull but choose ya battles I advise uh
Gotta lead the pack don't follow cattle no not I
Nah
Diamond in the rough through all the pressure you gone rise
Count your blessings not around you but the shit you hold inside
Know them bitches always howling they gone need some pound time
But keep that money on your mind
Them fakes you wanna diet those get ready for them highs and lows
That petty shit could haunt your soul
Don't hold no grudge just keep it going
Don't need to run no more what's meant for you gone be boy
No more distractions you a soldier that's a decoy
Sometimes you gonna lose control but don't get destroyed
No need to take it over board like Kris Markovich
You gotta always take your shot just like Stojaković
And this world full of clones do the opposite
And don't stop for shit

Fresher than the air I breathe
Statistics said I'd be
Dead by 23 or bound by these felonies
Not living a life of luxury
Thank god for loving me
Made it through the grace of him It wasn't all because of me
Consistent even when they turned they back and wouldn't fuck with me
Later kept it solid when I was down and that stuck wit me
Meeting after meeting all these label heads disgusting me
Telling me I should be a tiktok rapper and they'd fucked with me
But I kept going soak and wet from the storm
I was praying for some shelter or some where to keep me warm
Killed me ego in the process then I was reborn
Talk about but hardly seen I'm a human unicorn
Found pain in my purpose transmuted all my trauma
Normalize my behavior all the chaos and the drama
Couldn't forgive myself 'cause I couldn't forgive moma
Had to forgive myself so I can forgive moma

I'm not saying that I'm fully healed
I'm still healing
A super hero even though they see me as a villain
Beyond grateful I'm so thankful look at how we living
Don't ask me how I got it just know it's god given

I'm not saying that I'm fully healed
I'm still healing
A super hero even though they see me as a villain
Beyond grateful I'm so thankful look at how we living
Don't ask me how I got it just know it's god given