drowning in the dark

I wake up
And waste away my day
Feeling so distant
They just never seem to stay

It's okay
I think
I'm alright
Maybe
Probably not

Seconds turn to hours, hours into days
Time rushes by in a blurry haze
Days blend together, can't tell them apart
I'm losing my way, drowning in the dark (oh)
Drowning in the dark (oh)

Things keep piling up, don't know where to start
Every little thing's tearing me apart
I'm lost in the chaos, can't find my way
Overwhelmed by it all, every single day (oh)
Every single day (oh)

I let their calls go unanswered
Didn't even try
Trapped in my own mind
Watched friendships die
Too drained to respond
I just turned away
Now they've stopped trying
They've moved on
But I'm still stuck in this place

I search for a way out
But the doors are all closed
Trapped in a loop
Where the pain only grows
The voices in my head
They keep pulling me down
No one to catch me as I slowly drown

I blame myself for the silence that grew
For every missed chance, for all I didn't do
Now I'm stuck in a loop, where guilt is the key
Locked in a prison that's made just for me

I'm alone now, that's all that's real
No touch, no warmth, nothing to feel
The echoes have faded, the lights have grown dim
Alone with my thoughts, sinking deeper within