jolly.after.christmas.eve.

I know some people that only look forward to Christmas gifts and New Year's Resolutions
It's bigger than a bag, or getting to a bag
I just want to enjoy the fruits of my labor and that's it

I only get calls or texts on birthdays
What you doing this weekend, not cause it's Thursday
What happened to unconditional wordplay?
What happened to actions based off the words said?
Nobody complaining around tax time
Emergency's happen, I gotta stack mine
I rather be hustling, then to ask why?
I can't do you no favors, that was the last time
Niggas hate "no", but they don't question "yes"
I ain't guessing it first, why would I second guess?
They erasing the facts, then put me to the test
Tryna make me feel guilty for things I did confess
Only secrets I'm holding is combos to the safe
Like the front of a flyer, always a time and place
They wan' talk, but that convo is acquired taste
I'm rejecting offers like "it's getting kinda late"
Never seen too many outfits that I got for Jace
It's like you throwing 'em away or they given away
You same the one that told me I shouldn't hide my face
Or force a friendship with you, and just be kind to Jace
How that translated to now me never seeing him?
Is it 'cause you abusive, hope you not beating him
Is it someone that bothers him or mistreating him?
These are questions I'm having when it's just me and him
Ironically I'm closer to my father now
I was with a child, I have a partner now
Someone who truly knows meaning "hold it down"
Someone who knows I need her, not just want her 'round
I told myself this song don't really need a hook
Every time I drop a tape, it's like you reading books
She knows I get real dirty, but I clean up good
I've been blocked and unfollowed, but you still you find the need to look

Energy
I based things off your energy
I say grace and then I eat
A safe place is all I need
You think you know everything
That won't take us any place
And what you did to me
I tried to leave it history

You jolly after Christmas Eve

Just wanna be his father and not ya enemy
Cordial is temporary, what you pretend to be



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Writer(s): Darnell Duke
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