-gawd awful-

It wasn't exciting
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
Yeh I was fighting
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
They didn't like me
And it didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
It left me hiding
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
It made me feel God awful

I know too many single fathers, where they moms at?
I know too many single mothers, where they pops at?
I know couples that fell outta love but where'd it drop at?
I've been at da bottom for so long, like where da top at?
When I'm hurt I tend ta push others away
Havin troubles about what ta do or what ta say
My lil brudda ain't been good, no, he been feelin suicidal
You know I love you can you fight anotha day?
Emotions tend to be hard me to show
Mom been at stopping point, it's hard for me go
Knowin dat she bacc where da support system is low
My sister a mother of a son, yeh I'm like let's go!

It wasn't exciting
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
Yeh I was fighting
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
They didn't like me
And it didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
It left me hiding
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
It made me feel God awful

I used ta fight a lot
I used ta argue
Snucc in da streets and then I found out what dem bars do
Now I don't speak too much
I let my heart do it
Bumps and bruises on my body, checc da scars too
Props ta my pops too, hell yeh dats my old man
He had one job he did it well he raised a whole man
Got wit my step momma, give her praise for steppin up
Fucc wit any of 'em, and on God, you gettin peppered up

They didn't like me
And it didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
Made me feel God awful
It left me hiding
It didn't solve problems
Left it for God ta solve it
It made me feel God awful
(Skrrrrrr)