Lose ya

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to fall out of love with you
Because I truly did love you
I still do, but not in the same way

Not in the way that would make it fair for me to stay
I'm sorry things couldn't stay the same
Maybe we can be friends again someday, one day
But anyway, I was just calling to say

That I hope you're okay
No matter how much I can see you trying to re fill the love in me
I'm sorry, it wasn't you
It was all me, I still care for you

Why do you say one thing then you switch it up quick is there anything I can do?
Lately I've been feeling down, you stopped coming around my face is turning blue
I really wanna know when you say you love me back are you sure you tell the truth
Girl, I don't even know what to say or know what to do

You love me, you trust me
But then later on you say fuck me
I must be a nothing, a sweet little side piece or something
A loser, an abuser, you say I need help bad like a tutor

An accuser is what you are, but deep down in my heart I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya

I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya
I don't wanna lose ya

I think about you honestly all of the time
I picture our life and how great is the sight
Being alone I need you tonight
You ask how I am well I'm just doing alright

I get money every day but it don't feel the same when you are not by my side
I could go on but it wouldn't be the same I need you in my life
Because what will I do when I'm all alone and I need to pass the time
Girl I don't know if I keep being this way I might commit suicide

Why do you say one thing then you switch it up quick is there anything I can do?
Lately I've been feeling down, you stopped coming around my face is turning blue
I really wanna know when you say you love me back are you sure you tell the truth
Girl, I don't even know what to say or know what to do

I get in my head and it tells me my past and I cannot escape the reality
Stay there for days and I try to get out just so I can get back to normality
My racing thoughts go against me so much I think they are just trying to challenge me
Can't make it stop I've been trying to change for you but the feelings are drowning me

What can I do where can I go?
For me and your love to just unfold
I have been told to just let us go
But I tell myself no, no, no

Won't let you go
We push and we pull
The odds are against us, and I think so
But a promise I make for you and me is I won't let our love go cold



Credits
Writer(s): Tayen Simonson
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