EMPTY

I feel empty when I walk around the house at night alone
I feel empty every time I try to talk up on the phone
I feel broken when I cry myself to sleep and I just can't figure it out

I feel empty every time you try to ask me how I feel
I feel empty every time you try to ask me what's the deal
Sick of lying to myself and everybody else I wanna let it out

How does it feel when someone talks to you to finally be heard
Is it real
Can you open up and always find the words
Do you fake it til you make it
Do you ever fake the hurt
Just to prove that you can feel it
Does it ever make it worse
Can you give your heart to someone without asking for a refund
Break yourself to pieces just so you can fucking feel something
Look at my wrist
Look at the fist
Look at the scars I've been hiding with drip
Everybody wanna say that I'm pissed
When they look at my face and they always assume that I'm cold
I don't feel nothing at home
Only time I ever feel is when I'm off patron
They think I'm all in my zone
But can't look at me in the eye
That's when I feel alone
They just get scared of my tone
Only time they can relate is when I'm getting stoned
I don't wanna be stoned

I feel empty everyday behind the bar when I'm at work
I feel empty at a party after I just popped a perc
I feel stupid when I cry cause I don't even know why I've been breaking down

I feel empty every time that someone says that they can't help
I feel dumb cause I don't even think that I can help myself
I been treading too much water and I'm tired
I think I'm about the drown

If you were worried 'bout where
I been or who I saw or
What club I went to with my homies
Baby, don't worry, they're all there without me
If you were worried 'bout where
I been or who I saw or
What drugs I did in my lonely
Taking a pill got me stuck in a mood
I don't need pity, I just need the truth

I don't feel nothing, Im wasting my youth
Too many times that I'm acting a fool
Pacing around, I might jump off the roof
Crying for help, but it's coming out rude
Tryna be happy while humming a tune
Trying my best but I'm numb to the view
Being alone got me under the moon
Reaching the edge, I can't do it I'm bout to let go
I ain't live too long, I feel too young to feel this old
Take me as I am, I never tried to be so cold
Taking me so long to give things another try

I feel empty when I walk around the house at night alone
I feel empty every time I try to talk up on the phone
I feel broken when I cry myself to sleep and I just can't figure it out
I feel empty every time you try to ask me how I feel
I feel empty every time you try to ask me what's the deal
Sick of lying to myself and everybody else I wanna let it out
I feel empty everyday behind the bar when I'm at work
I feel empty at a party after I just popped a perc
I feel stupid when I cry cause I don't even know why I've been breaking down
I feel empty every time that someone says that they can't help
I feel dumb cause I don't even think that I can help myself
I been treading too much water and I'm tired, I think I'm about the drown