Forcing Forever

It's been a year
And two months
Still don't know what I want
Starting to feel like I've been
Wasting my time
Where was this going?
What were you showing?
Where were you when
I really wanted
You to hold me?
What was you smoking?
When you were needed
You stood there frozen
I
Could easily find another
I'll never
Forget the words, my mother
Would tell us
You deserve the world and more
Go back to the drawing board
You can't force a forever

Why did I do it?
When I just knew it
What was I thinking?
What was I doing?
Where was my mind?
This whole damn time
Ignored the signs
Can't shake these soul ties

Gifts are cool
But what I want
Is your attention when you come home
I want to feel your touch
Your love
Don't wanna feel alone

What was I doing?
Why did I choose ya?
I thought that I loved ya
More than my music
I knew back then
We should've stayed friends
So I'll take the
Blame for how it ends
I
Could easily find another
I'll never
Forget the words, my mother
Would tell us
You deserve the world and more
Go back to the drawing board
You can't force a forever

Why did I do it?
When I just knew it
What was I thinking?
What was I doing?
Where was my mind?
This whole damn time
Ignored the signs
Can't shake these soul ties



Credits
Writer(s): Jada Lewis, Alexander Lloyd
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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