What if I did?

It was never supposed to happen
Maybe never even at all
Practically every single measure
Didn't stop the fall
Joking that i'd never be the one
To give in to careless fun
That'd give a reason

Screaming, "why'd I have to fuck up?"
"please send me a little luck"
I can barely afford my life today
Let alone, enough to keep it this way
And I know that something I'd never do
Is force 3 out of just staying 2
I'm not changing my body for this
But in the back of my mind, what if I did?

Rustic front porch with a swinging love seat
One side always dedicated for me
And the one I left behind
Playing in front of me
Shaky house on a familiar street
I wouldn't be the talk of the town
Life would grow up and I'd settled down
But I chose not to now

"Why'd I have to fuck up?"
You could've been everything
I never was
And I know that's something I could do
Is not give you up to keep us 2
I could've changed my body for this
But I didn't
But in the back of mind
I'll wonder all the time
Until I try
"what if I did"



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Writer(s): Melody Luna
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