i got it

And I been thinking
This the perfect beat for my thoughts
Look I wonder if I am who I think I am
'Cause they been treating me like they don't even give a damn
I show my cards and I play 'em how they dealt to me
I hit the felt they been playing with a slight of hand
That's cool taking notes got my head straight
Follow my morals I know that you can't repair fate
Karmas a bitch and she pairs well with dead weight
Had to flush 'em down the toilet 'cause they shit stank
And it was rubbing off me ooh I hated that
An environment can really go and change a man
Gotta plant your seeds before you really start to grow
I know you think it's overnight that's not how it goes
Working hard and setting goals change direction on your toes
What you seeing on your screen never really what it seems
Misses the behind the scenes making you really believe
These people achieving their dreams and doing it with such a ease
But they not though and even if they did
They still run into some potholes get tired and they pop 'em
Just went to Little Simz concert and she rocked a
Show with a thousand folks and even she mentioned that she got her own problems
I mean listen to the top artists that you love
They depressed and taking drugs
People frame its like fun to get fucked up
Those the type of groups I had to choose to go run from yea

Can't lie I look back to those days with a smile on my face
But you gotta understand there's a future that I'm tryna chase
I can't make the same mistakes
And I've learned for a friend who ain't make it this far
Gotta handle it with grace
I only got one shot at this life tryna test do I have what it takes
Do I got it?
Can't lie I look back to those days with a smile on my face
But you gotta understand there's a future that I'm tryna chase
I can't make the same mistakes
And I've learned for a friend who ain't make it this far
Gotta handle it with grace
I only got one shot at this life tryna test do I have what it takes

And I think I do why? I don't know
It's just something that ain't visible something that ain't tangible
Tired of being miserable today it's understandable
The moment looking pitiful beware of what's surrounding you
I was sinking deep the deeper that I digged
The more questions that I would peep
The answers few and far between I see now
The older that I get the more confused I start to be now
Or maybe I'm just senile
Fuck it probably missed with that joke but this pen gotta go
I just shoot my shot I hope to hit like Tyson on the ropes
Like Deonte rapping wilder weighing heavy on my soul
Take some notes clap it up for me
GRE snapping going crazy on them folk
Close it out with a bang like a hit on tour
Yea I dug so deep still got out of the hole
Yea I'm out feeling whole
By the grace of god
I got what it takes on god