Struggling to Mend

I'm lost and distraught in this chaos I'm tethered
Distracted with distractions from all that I've weathered
I'm numb and no longer can claim I'm content
Each day feels like time that's already been spent
A façade of confidence I'm crushed and deprived
Constantly questioning the value inside
Chasing these dreams that never arise
Reflecting on the past is were my childhood dies

Smoke and mirrors and lackluster friends
Submissive to dreams that never ascend
Empty illusions a life to pretend
Promise you now I'm struggling to mend

My impressionable years filled with such unremarkable days
Caught in the chase lost in endless maze
Unworthy reflections torment my mind
I lose more of myself with every line I write

Blind to the lies that keep pulling me deep
Reality's calling but I'm half asleep
Mirrored reflections that break as I fall
This is the battle I fight through it all

Smoke and mirrors and lackluster friends
Submissive to dreams that never ascend
Empty illusions a life to pretend
Promise you now I am fucking struggling to mend



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