All In

It's been a minute, I'll admit it
I'm getting used to it all
Hard to believe, but I'll be relieved
When I stop choosing to see all the flaws
Gotta be calm, strong with the intent to dissolve
Any misconceptions, which although impressive

Hadn't been tested against my resolve
So here go my message to y'all
Live, love, lead, learn, this is the way to evolve
Bet on yourself, 'cause nobody else knows
The hands you were dealt
Only you can determine its worth and how it is felt
So fuck it, I'm all in

Ignore the tales
Refuse to fail
Going all in
I don't know why I
Ignore the risks
Hope I'm all in

My life is a gamble
Lately I've been living in shambles
Feelin' out of stance though
Don't know how much more of this can handle
The lack and the passion
In the midst of what's forced tragic
I don't know what the fuck happened

Straction, snuggled in the magic
That I beat stuck up in inaction
Think I need a reason to come back
This is more necessary but it's trappings
I'm getting older my outlook is colder
Try not to be selfish but it's hard to help
It only has to limit it time to affect shit
Until you all had to dismiss

Content up in my lane the gatekeeper's dewy as mine
The keyboard's inspired in my brain I'm dying to rise up in my dad
Keep it frank say it in my way
When you really got it, you gon' hear about it
Gotta believe when you pop it, then you gon' get brought up
Ain't no other option, you can't run it back
White reason, I fuckin' snap
Foreign, I can't understand
When you don't need drive, it's entire brand
All I need is my girl, the homies, and the fam

Throw some pennies, a little cash, goddamn
I been workin' decades to be the man
I think being the janitor just really did sue me
I been in situations that sound like a movie
I been feelin' wise lately, enough shit's a coochie
I'ma gamble on myself, can't suspend the movement
Raise the odds with improvement even with it movin'
Slower than a walk, I'm tired of the talk
I need the action more than Ben Affleck
Been had it, ain't no smoke and mirrors, dawg, we been magic

Ignore the tales
Refuse to fail
Going all in
I don't know why I
Ignore the risks
Hope I'm all in

I told 'em, "Let me all in," they says, "Don't turn the back down"
Suckers die slow and they fade in the background
Sippin' all yak 'til I snap and I black out
I'm as fast out like Return of the Mack now
Rockin' like ladies, the return of the crack house
Talkin' to your lady, you don't know where she at now
Now she on the team, saw the bench and she sat down
Now I'm in the rhythm like the bass in the clap sound

My wrist calculated, I navigate it
I ain't leavin' nothin' on the table
One shot and I'ma take it, and if I don't make it
I could die knowin' that I play though
Keep it comin' 'til I say so

Allegories like I'm kickin' it with Play-Doh
Got your number like I put you on a payroll
I'm a fool up the first day of April, say bro
We get it poppin' It's hot when they put them cannons on ya
Doggin' ass off top don't be shocked when I rearrange your aura
Bro that shit don't stop like them taxes and trees in California

Permanently mark up the block
When I jump in the drop
Each time that I bent the corner
Plug a string on a violin
Hoes at the door, hollin' by the men
'Cause they dyin' to win
Bet your bottom dollar that I'll break it
Then I'll tell a bitch, "Try again"
Wanna be a man there, try a friend
I ain't him, I make rent

'Cause I'm knowin' that the world keeps spinnin'
And we all keep trippin' every day over lies and sins
This ain't no secret, no need to keep it
I'm with the virtues
And if you flinch at the truth
Then I guess somebody hurt you

I know the game keeps callin'
Runnin' up 'cause I don't like stallin'
On the court every day I'm ballin'
Fuck a raise, baby boy, I'm all in, now what?
I know the game keeps callin'
Runnin' up 'cause I don't like stallin'
On the court every day I'm ballin'
Fuck a raise, baby boy, I'm all in, now what?
Bitch