To fall apart

Have you ever felt the feeling of falling apart
If so, then you know the feeling of falling in the dark

Everything goes dark, your mind spins and you find yourself reading about frightening diagnoses
Turning to self-medication becomes an escape from the overwhelming fear of catastrophes
Alcohol and pills seem to help for the time being
But you begin to doubt your survival when the foundation is destroyed by irrational feelings

You stand in front of the mirror, staring with empty eyes
It doesn't feel like the day of tomorrow will bring any surprise
Everyday life begins to falter, and it becomes harder to explain
Why you have started missing calls, which you were always so careful to sustain

You can feel yourself pulling away, and if you see someone you know, you simply choose to take another way
You have started talking to the doctor and the psychologist about your situation
Could it be some kind of life crisis or maybe a broken relation
Could it be the stress that haunts or maybe a pressured situation

Some say it's called life, and that it soon comes to an end
But those words wont help you, not even if you try to pretend
There are many words for breaking apart, yes there are many ways for a man, a human to fall apart

Your thoughts begin to slow down and you regain hope
It feels like you've taken the tram and finally reached the last stop
For no apparent reason, it feels like now the puzzle has been solved
And you are finally, finally starting to recognize yourself again

Have you ever felt the feeling of falling apart
If so, then you know the feeling of falling in the dark