Exhausted

Are you okay?
Are you fuckin' dumb?
I'm alright, doing alright, doing alright
I'm doing alright, doing alright, doing alright

I'm exhausted, can't speak for others but myself, ain't staying cautious
Missed everyone who chose to leave, it's in my conscience
Still feel like I lost it
So focused on the bigger things like filling up my pockets
I know just where I can't go, 'cause ain't no place I can't be
Must stay away from these damn hoes, like mama always fanned me
The lesson is you can't grow if you won't understand me
You dressing up in camo and wonder why they can't see

Every second that I waste brings a dark look
I ain't really worried about some demons, I'll be all good
Making sure to call you if I need you, on the wrong foot
If you ever lost it, I'll retrieve it, we'll be all good

She got me wasted
Just another morning, wake up early just to face it
Constantly thinking bout a better future that I'm chasing
Don't think that I'll make it
We different on our own but in a way we on the same shit

I don't wanna be alone today
I'ma let it ring until it goes away
We can try but I know it won't ever go the same
So just keep me in the loop in 'case you roll away, we can roll away

Bad blood, probably leave the whole room empty
Bad luck, know I'm in the wrong so don't tempt me
Add up, way more to your story than I'm sensing
Looking for the truth because I'm tired of all the guessing

Gassed up, reeking of the toxins that we breathe so I just taxed up
Remember when you used to have the lead but now you last up
Better get your bag up before the ones who really want it come and leave you lashed up

Think I drank too much, I don't know what's going on
Feel like fame's too much when I'm just another pawn
That they thinks too tough, another day goes on
Still ain't gave two fucks, probably hate my guts

I'ma run until I can't, cop a crib from mama, gotta show her I'm a man
Went through all my struggles, soon I'll juggle up some bands
I'll remember all the Ls, we're moving up, taking a stand
Running up, I ain't gon' fumble, I'm just subtle when I can

I'm exhausted, can't speak for others but myself ain't staying cautious
Missed everyone who chose to leave, it's in my conscience
Still feel like I lost it
So focused on the bigger things like filling up my pockets
I know just where I can't go, cause ain't no place I can't be
Must stay away from these damn hoes, like mama always fanned me
The lesson is you can't grow if you won't understand me
You dressing up in camo and wonder why they can't see