Misery is Haunting

Dear Diary
Another day I spend spinning about the past
I thought I was done being delusional
I wish I knew how to forgive without forgetting
When you've been gaslit as long as I have
It's no wonder you don't trust yourself

Hey

I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget

You probably assume I'm over the gloom
Wouldn't wish this pain on anybody but you
You played me a fool, so shame on you
I'm learning that there's nothing left to hold on to

Can't keep living in misery
Finally doing what's best for me
Now you're someone I can't rid myself of
Get out of my life, this can't be love

Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining
They probably find your breakdown entertaining

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby

I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget

Gas fills the room, intoxicated by fumes
Couldn't see when you were always clouding the view
Your blade cuts into me right on queue
No winning when there's always someone changing what's true

Forget their name, don't waste your time explaining
They probably find your breakdown entertaining

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby

Leave me the fuck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls
Leave me the fuck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls
Leave me the fuck alone
I won't pick up anymore of your phone calls

The misery comes haunting me whenever I'm alone
Creeping in so sudden
God, please just let me go
But they'll be everything you want them to be, Baby
Baby

I try to tell myself that it's over
But I can't shake these feelings of doubt
Keep telling myself that it's for the best
But it's like my heart can't forget

Anyway, I guess that's all for today
I just hope nobody ever finds this
P.S next time someone tries to gaslight you
Burn their fucking house down



Credits
Writer(s): Travis Bennett, Samantha Bennett, Mikey Sawyer
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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