Beautiful

Woke up feelin like a fraud, feelin like I'm gone
Anxiety runnin the show god, save me from everything I'm bout to do
Maybe I should just chill do somethin new
The fact is I really feel this way about you
Didn't wanna make a big deal but nuthin new
Sharin my emotions I'm not holdin back
The fastest I've ever written a track

I would tell a guy this, I would tell a bird this
I would tell myself that maybe it isn't worth it
Came in my life I thought I wanted to date you
Then I realized you aren't like them so
Dug a little deeper deep n can't sleep
Fuckin around she got no time for weak muhfuckas
Feel it in my chest n I'm really tired
That's no excuse gotta set on fire
Shame with a brain feel like I'm goin insane
Hold up, no way, there is a hole in me
Tryna fill it up with somebody
That means I need help, real help helpin myself
But I really meant what I said, oh well, puttin too much in one person
Cause I shed all my friends instead of makin it work n

Afraid of change but strong enough to face
I thank you for the way you made me feel
Afraid to say you're beautiful the pain
You carried on the way to help me heal

Yeah givin me all the material so I can rap about it
That's funny as fuck yeah