Guidebook To Healing

It's time to stop calling them nightmares
Cause I'm wide awake and you're not there
Been gone for a while and I
It's been so hard tryna fake every smile and

Nothing's changed in the apartment
I've left everything how you left it
Your keys on the floor it still gives me hope
That you'll knock on the door

I've been hiding
My emotions
Cause I'm really scared of showing
That I'm lying
And I know it
Maybe that's my way of coping

I tried it all, tried my best
But nothing's working since you left
I'm still searching for meaning
But there's not much left to believe in
I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong?
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing

Oh no no
There's no guidebook to healing
Oh no no
There's no guidebook to healing

I should delete all of the texts
Cause I'm checking them twice before bed and
Start living my love cause sometimes I'm stuck in just trying to survive

I've been hiding
My emotions
Cause I'm really scared of showing
That I'm lying
And I know it
Maybe that's my way of coping

I tried it all, tried my best
But nothing's working since you left
I'm still searching for meaning
But there's not much left to believe in
I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing

I've been losing my mind
I've been stuck in my head
The more that I try
The more I forget
But the truth is oh the truth is
There's no guidebook to healing

I've been losing my mind
I've been stuck in my head
The more that I try
The more I forget
But the truth is oh the truth is
There's no guidebook to healing

I've tried it all, but can't move on
When did everything go wrong
There's no cure for the feeling
There's no guidebook to healing