Unmotivated II (with Gáncs Péter)

Ion talk abt it
Cuz I don't want no people comin' askin' what I'm hidin'
Cuz everytime I say I'm fine I know I am lying
And I don't like to talk about what's wrong yeah so I deny it
Man I just wanna be left alone
I can't answer the phone
Tryna keep myself at home
I don't want to be shown
I just want to disappear
And forever be gone
I don't want to do this anymore
It all started when 2 years ago
When I met this girl at the place I had my job
At first I hadn't had feelings, we were just talkin'
Then we didn't even meet for another half a year
Then we got another shift together
We were having fun, catching up
And we would have never
Thought that all this talkin' would end up in
Us falling in love and eventually fall for each other
Things were so fun with her
I could do whatever, it felt so fast with her
I have opened up, for the first time talked deeper
And she made me feel like no danger could emerge
Then the problems kept getting strong so quick
Time was passing by, it was half a year in a blink
Then the things got tough and I could barely think
Then she told me this is over and I didn't want to breathe
But I must
I can't let this shit turn me into dust
I just need to figure out a way to adjust
back to the life I've had before her at last
I don't think I'll ever meet someone like her again
(She's the only one)
I just wanna see her smile and see her face today
(Just one more time)
I have got myself what I've searched for
Then I've lost her, I don't know if I have hope
The only difference is that someone's lookin' for her and I am left here with a sore
Heart that I don't know if it'll ever fuckin' heal
I am tryna work on it, I just don't think I can deal
With this loss that I just feel
All the pain I feel is real
And I'm tryna give it time
But I'm losing hope in this
I don't know where to go from this point on
I feel lost, Unmotivated, feel so wrong
I can't sleep, I can't breathe, I am feeling sore
I can't eat, can't believe, I just feel alone
I don't wanna talk about the time that you think will eventually kill the pain
And make me feel again, yea
I don't wanna talk about the problems of the relationship
who'd you think you are? Get away, yea
I don't wanna talk about the pain that's leading my heart
It's making me feel so empty and weak, yea
I don't want to talk about the happy days,
I am getting crazy I wanna lay in my bed, yea
Yea I don't think I'll ever be enough
I just wanna be with someone who will love me for
The person that I am, is it too much to ask for?
I don't know if I will ever have the luck
I don't wanna feel so fucked
I don't wanna interrupt
I don't wanna feel like there is noone for me, but her love
Can you even hear me?
Can you even feel me?
I just want another shot
I just know without her I am done
I am done
I am done
I am done
I am done