Mind Games

I know I lose it when my future scares me
But maybe a melody
Can tell the truth and expose what's on my mind
'Cause I've been loosing sleep
Just trying to prove, that maybe it may be
That I need a place to be stable and see once again
That everything's all right

Got racing thoughts screaming
My name in all different tones
They make me feel alone
But

I won't get scared for words my mind could tell
I know how the rules of this game go
Tears roll down faces, leaving back the places
They come from, take everything what's wrong
And leave blank spaces, ready to be healed with love
So this mind game can start again

Beneath the heavy clouds, all around looses color
And I start to miss those days
When my heart didn't feel, didn't feel so hollow
Will I follow my own lead
When my head is asleep
When my heart takes the wheel and
Drives away from what is real
It feels like I built a castle on a hill
And every time I need some space
A climb awaits for me to heal

Those racing thoughts screaming
My name in all different tones
Somehow make me feel at home
But

I won't get scared for words my mind could tell
I know how the rules of this game go
Tears roll down faces, leaving back the places
They come from, take everything what's wrong
And leave blank spaces ready to be healed with love
So this mind game can start again

Can start again
(it can start again)
Can start again
Can start again
(it can start again)
Can start again
Can start again
Can start again
(it can start again)
Can start again
It can start again

I won't get scared for words my mind could tell
I know how the rules of this game go
Tears roll down faces, leaving back the places
They come from, take everything what's wrong
And leave blank spaces ready to be healed with love
So this mind game can start again