mixed signals

Last night I looked you up online before I went to bed
Guess that's the problem with this godforsaken internet
Am I delusional? You're happy that I can't move on
Kind of confusing when you kissed me back in Montreal

Self-medicating from the damage that you put me through
You said "forever" when we danced around your living room
Am I delusional for giving into all your sadness?
Kind of confusing, oh, you're telling all our friends about it

(Oh, I, I)
Try not to take it so personally
Guess I'm your type (I, I)
But only superficially
Ah-ah, ah-ah

So, I'm catching your voice on the phone (I'll catch you on, I'll catch you)
All of my friends saw the knife in my back
But I was blind to it (I'll catch you, I'll catch you)

Boy, I need you (boy, I need you)
To tell me you're sorry (tell me you're sorry)
Oh, when I needed a reason to leave
I was blind to it (I'll catch you on the phone)

Hey, really good to see you last night
Uh, sorry, I didn't get to say "bye"
I might be around next weekend, um
Text me, uh, alright, bye, bye

You're posting pictures of our history
What's up with that?
Guess you're nostalgic for the love you said we never had
Am I delusional? It feels like you're not moving on
Kind of confusing 'cause you're kissing other girls for fun

Self-deprecating humor, that's what I took home from you
You trample over me so you could get a better view
Am I just used to being second best or none at all?
Kind of amusing, the audacity you have to call

Oh, I (I)
Try not to take it so personally
Guess I'm your type (I, I)
But only superficially
Ah-ah, ah-ah

So, I'm catching your voice on the phone (I'll catch you on, I'll catch you)
All of my friends saw the knife in my back
I was blind to it (I'll catch you, I'll...)

Boy, I need you (boy, I need you)
To tell me you're sorry (tell me you're sorry)
Oh, when I needed a reason to leave
I was blind to it (I'll catch you on the phone)

I'll catch you on, I'll catch you on...
Ah, ah
I'll catch you on, I'll catch you on
Heard your voice on the phone
I'll ignore it, I'm closing the door
Ah-ah, ah-ah