Healing My Wound

(Do I see the end)
(For us)
(Putting plasters on head)
(And hoping for)
(Hoping for a change)
(But it won't end)
(Do I see the end)

Im scared
Every day to every hour
I feel something deep in my gut
A feeling scratching at my soul
A feeling of deep uncertainty
A feeling that only grows stronger
When you are near
I will try to make it easier for you
I will still fight your inner demons
But at what cost
And so this wound wont stop bleeding
If I may distance myself
And I may tend my own way forward
Perhaps this wound will heal
But in doing so, I leave you to die
Your wound will bleed you out
A mental battle of something against my nature
But to that I say
I have cared so much for you
Given you my everything and shared my life to help you
Now its my time to get back everything
And may this be the last song I will write about you Standing here proudly to say
I am moving on

(If i was young)
(I would believe in love)
(But that has died)
(With you)

We have been through so much together, together
And I still care for you like september, september
Leaving you to die feels like surrender, surrender
That is my life, hit me with whatever, whatever