Rabbit Hole

I'm down a rabbit hole again
Stalking you on a fake Instagram
But nothin's changed
At least not since 11:10pm

I still follow you on Spotify
You've been listening to love songs
Why?

Truly I'm just wondering
Cause I used to tell you everything
Like heart on heart and skin on skin
Over and over again

And I know it isn't good for me
To wonder how you might be
Shoutin from the rooftops
"I've moved on
I'm in love"
And I'll only hear an echo

I'm down a rabbit hole again
Ted Talks and meditation
And it takes me back to when
I didn't need these

How is it so easy
When you were so damn sleazy?
It's fucked the way you treated me
But maybe you've changed

Truly I'm just wondering
Cause you must have had a reckoning
Like fresh fuckin start you finally learned how to quit
And I had nothing to do with it

And I know it isn't good for me
To wonder how you might be
Shoutin' from the rooftops
"I'm in love
I've moved on"
And I'll only hear an echo

And it gets cold down here in the rabbit hole
When you're shoutin' out from mountain tops
There's a line where heartache stops
And love grows, but who knows?

You could be as lost as me
And tricked just as easily
By shoutin from the rooftops

"I let go!"
But you wouldn't know
You'd only hear an echo