burnt up

And I saw everything gone in a blur
And my damn thoughts been making it worse
And I'm not sure which way I can turn
Don't care where I go, I just hope that it burns

Walking through the flames with nothing to put it out
Water all around, if I try, I might drown
I can feel it now, I can feel it now, I can feel it now
Knocking at these gravestones, filling up my payphone
Trying to crawl my way home, only one that stands alone
I can feel it now, I can feel it now, I can feel it now

I was burning up while your friends were turning up
I was drowning out, but you couldn't give a fuck
Nine damn lives, but I'm running out of luck
Too late to save, I've been running out of love

Nowhere to turn, I felt your burn
You say I earned all the things that hurt
Lessons been learned, labed the worst
Pessimistic optimist, how I break that curse?

Thought I made it obvious, that I can't deal with all of this
Too many broken promises, climb from where the bottom is
Reach for where the bottle is
Feet been up, like an ottoman, and I don't give a fuck what your problem is

Saving myself from the bottoms of hell
And it still hurts to know you're doing well
I thought that it be over
World got colder
When I got sober

Walking through the flames with nothing to put it out
Water all around, if I try, I might drown
I can feel it now, I can feel it now, I can feel it now
Knocking at these gravestones, filling up my payphone
Trying to crawl my way home, only one that stands alone
I can feel it now, I can feel it now, I can feel it now