not the same!

(Vercetti this is so sensual)
(Why are you calling?)

Man I still can't believe you said that shit to me like
That's shit was fucked up (huh)
But like, yeah
I'm over it now
But let me go and tell 'em yeah
Let me talk to them

This shit don't feel the same
Without you by my side
Tears rolling all down my face
And now I've got no one to hold
I'm driving through the rain
And now I'm all alone because of the decisions you made

I was willing to give it all up for you girl
But you fucked it up and this was your last strike
I can't deal with this no more
Even though I want you the most
When the fuck did you get so cold?

Damn I can't believe that you fell out of love with me
Girl I can't believe that you couldn't try for our love for me
Oh no
I can't believe that you said all that stupid shit to me
And when it happened, I didn't know what to feel, girl I was in disbelief
I was gonna make you my wife
Fuck the hoes girl you were my dime
Trynna tell you to give it time
But you wanted a break that's fine
Gave the space that you needed
Tried my best to fight my demons
Then we said we'd give it a try
But for me this was the last time

After we got back together
My days hadn't gone back to regular
It still didn't feel like you loved me the same more than ever
Then one day I woke up and I knew this shit was over
Said we needed to talk girl come over for dinner

Then we talked out
Asked you if you could try your best for me
Said"All I'm asking for is your love and attention baby"
Could you do that for me?
Then she paused for a second to think
Then she told me"I don't know if I can do that for you T"

My world turned upside down
Get the fuck out of my house
Said my goodbye, hopped in my whip and I drove around town
The silence it surrounds
Nothing on my mind now
But now I know that in this life I can only trust, in myself