Different

Been lighting up when the sun sets
Been sleeping in 'til the days end
Drinking up my regrets, made my bed

Still sleeping with the TV on
Still missing calls from my mom
Go place the blame and say it's all my fault

Once a mind is made
It's not easy to change
Nothing you could say

Wanna tell you I miss you
Don't think I deserve to
So I'll keep it to myself

I look through the rearview
At the people we once knew
We were so sure of ourselves

But you wouldn't listen so I grew distant
You lit fires and I burned bridges
What could I have been
If we were different?

You gave your all, sank your teeth in
I couldn't be what you needed
Came up short, scared to dig my feet in

Once a mind is made
It's not easy to change
Nothing you could say

Wanna tell you I miss you
Don't think I deserve to
So I'll keep it to myself

I look through the rearview
At the people we once knew
We were so sure of ourselves

But you wouldn't listen so I grew distant
You lit fires and I burned bridges
What could I have been
If we were different?

If we were different
If we were different

What do I do now when you were so much
Of myself, I can't find the part you didn't touch
I'm sorry that it went the way that it did
Haunted by all that I wished I had said

I know time will heal us or maybe I don't
'Cause it's been damn near ten months
And there's still a hole
I wish it was different, I wish we were different

Wanna tell you I miss you
Don't think I deserve to
So I'll keep it to myself

I look through the rearview
At the people we once knew
We were so sure of ourselves

But you wouldn't listen so I grew distant
You lit fires and I burned bridges
What could I have been
If we were different?