Shit Show

Step One
Step One
The disease of addiction to me is the complete control of my life given to the obsession
The compulsion
Of engaging in pleasure seeking activities such as drinking
Drug use
Food consumption
Sex
Love
Trichotillomania
Cigarettes
My phone
Seeking at all cost
Losing everything wholesome in the process
My family become stressed and disillusioned
Girlfriends walk away
Friends stop bothering
Etcetera etcetera etfuckingcetera blah blah blah

It's all fun and games
Champagne on the plane
Until it's Cocaine in a Maidenhead premier inn
One loses a bollock and then the next
Until I'm very very nearly cutting off mine
Cutting up lines
I'm treading around landlines like princess Di
Phone a taxi off the landline wave bye bye
I just hope that you see and that you don't soon die
It won't be the first friend's coffin that I've stood by and cried

What a shit show
What a shit show indeed
What a shit show
Shit coke cut with speed
What a shit show
What a shit show indeed

STOP

This ain't a blip it's a fucking relapse
On the back end of a bag crying in to a bottle
How judgemental
How self centred of me
I thought this was supposed to be about our recovery?
Blame it on me why don't you
Blame the drugs
Blame her for starting it
Blame everyone other than you for losing the kids in court
Drugs bought
Given up giving up
Quick snort without a thought
Tala love I'm gone
I'm out the fucking door

What a shit show
What a shit show indeed
What a shit show
Shit coke cut with speed
What a shit show
What a shit show indeed

The period of resentment subsides and I'm alright it's time to talk real
Be frank and honest
Before my sanity you try and steal
There's no way I'm coming down with you
All full of false cocaine charisma
And chlamydia
In this glorified padded cell hotel room
The calamity of this sends shivers down my spine
You've fucked up your life again
Now you're trying to take mine
Down too
No sue no way it ain't fine
And about the resentment
I'll try fucking harder next time

How judgemental
How self centred of me
How resentful
Hypocritical of me
What a shit show
What a shit show indeed
What a shit show
What a shit show indeed
What a shit show
Shit coke cut with speed
What a shit show
How judgemental of me
How judgemental of me



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Writer(s): Laurie Wright
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