Rewind

What they don't tell you is that growth is a son of a bitch
Go numb to enrich
No fun in this ditch
But I promise I won't sell you on a reason to quit
I'm decreasing the split
I'm a piece of this shit
So try as I might it's impossible
To un-write tragedies for which I am responsible
But it's my onus to extinguish my whole arsenal
Building strategies to overcome each obstacle
Cause I have been the asshole as memory serves
And I have certainly treated some people worse than deserved
At one point though harmed the last soul
Fuck I get on my nerves
Must change my energy's trajectory
Hope this verse is preserved
Deep reflections of my imperfections is my direction
Break down thought patterns of my brain each day for further dissection
Take and disseminate to music laid out section by section
Keep characters classified out of respect and discretion

Current conscious creed to be kind
Feelings fervent from my free mind
Observe my darkness I see blind
Take accountability as we find
You gotta reckon cause you can't rewind
You can't rewind

It's in my genes
I lost my V at 13
In a culture over-sexualized until I am the demon
Feeling my conscience screaming
Seems a constant wet dream and teenage years
Like law and order, each scene covered in semen
But we learn as we grow right
Burn trees that we've sown tight
Spurn seeds of misdeeds
Need a creed, get my fluorite
Meditate on minerals, give pressure and heat
But stimulate in intervals, this treasure never complete
Unfortunately doesn't matter the intention that's there
Because one man's day dream
Another woman's nightmare
One man's blackout
Another woman's blank stare
Disproportionately effecting women everywhere
So I swear
From the depths of handprints left on my heart
If I could, I'd take back everything that I've torn apart
I know that I can't erase, but I pray I can restart
Build a better me to render with my art
I'll impart the truth

Current conscious creed to be kind
Feelings fervent from my free mind
Observe my darkness I see blind
Take accountability as we find
You gotta reckon cause you can't rewind
You can't rewind
You can't rewind
You can't rewind



Credits
Writer(s): Jacob Courtford
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